ATP

-its not an easy task..
lage qng ngarag..haha! pero sobrang naeenjoy q xa! ansarap ng marameng nagmamahal. haha! alam q lahat hndi q mapi-please pero kxe if we will just depend our actions sa mga taong walang magawa kundi magmalinis, wala na! sira ang buhay! as long as i'm doing my job, wala nmn sigurong problema.

sobrang sarap kxma ng mga trainers. kahit palage silang busy, may time pa rin sila to smile at you..lam mu ung tipong gaganda talaga ung araw mu kxe ansarap sa pakiramdam..ung mga trainees nmn they're like kids playing around. ang iingay! haha..though minsan nakakapraning sila, sobrang nageenjoy aq kapag kxma q cla..

before sobrang takot ako mapagalitan, uq rin nakakarining ng bad comments from other people, pero sabi nga as you grow, mag-iiba na rin perception mu. i'm just a human being, prone sa pagkakamali pero i believe that there will always be a time na maitatama mu lahat ng bagay..mahal q trabaho q ng sobra.as in. kaya i'm doing everything not just because of money..sabi q nga its not that important, i'm doing my best because my work is my passion..kakabit na nang bituka q.. (hikab...)

bsta masaya maging ATP!!
mahirap na masarap! sh...ttt!!!

inarte ln..

after 21 years, i can say na sobrang dameng changes sa buhay q..physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually..lht ng aspects..now i know my priorities..i believe that GOD will always be there, I'm giving all to Him. mas mahal q pamilya q..money is not really important for me. auq na maging madamot. sawa na rin aqng maging blacksheep..hindi na rin aq nagmamadaling magkaboyfriend..lam q the right guy will come at the right time..true love waits ika nga..!!

i'm just so happy with my life. i'm not rich pero sobrang blessed aq..sa pamilya pln. they are so supportive.my parents are really like my bestfriends..lahat nasasabi q..kahit ung meju *** na..my sister is so supportive din..ganun din nmn aq sakanya.. mas minahal q kapatid q naun, like 3 yrs syang huminto para makatapos aq..kaya as mush as possible, gusto ko ibigay lahat sakanya..she deserves it.. my family deserves my time and love.

i love my friends so much..alam nila un. kaya ang sakit pag parang wla silang pakialam sa pwede qng maramdaman,. minsan naiinis din aq sa sarili q kxe sobra qng magmahal..pero un aq eh..anu mggwa q..but anyweiz, kanya kanya din kxe ang tao.. if you are really a true friend then accept the person for what he/she is.

ahm, nagflash back lang sakin lahat..haha..nung naging certified YOUTH FOR CHRIST aq..nainlove.lahat na ng ka-cornyhan! i just realized talent q pla magsketch..haha..ahm, dameng discoveries, realizations..dameng nasayang na ____ (f*@#%!!) haha! pero siguro ganun talaga. for now all i can say is that i'm happy with what i'm doing, i'm contented of what i have and most importantly mas minahal q na sarili q. minsan ok pala sa pakirmdm ung magalit.. these past few weeks, dameng ka-bullshitan ngyare, i asked God, na parang He's letting me carry all the burdens that i'm too tired to walk..i felt like i just wanna give up..pero sabi nga ng puso't isip q, giving up is not an option for me.. lahat kxe may tamang timing, lahat ng ngyyre may reason si GOD. just look on the positive side. hindi man maging maganda sa naun, ddting at ddting ung time na marerealize mu na, ok pla n nyare to,,atleast may natutunan aq..

people always say na napaka-fragile aq..hindi totoo un..mapagmahal ln aq..=) bsta. tpos na chapter 1-21. chapter 22 na..abangan..malay mu makilala q na si mr.right!! haha!