ATP

-its not an easy task..
lage qng ngarag..haha! pero sobrang naeenjoy q xa! ansarap ng marameng nagmamahal. haha! alam q lahat hndi q mapi-please pero kxe if we will just depend our actions sa mga taong walang magawa kundi magmalinis, wala na! sira ang buhay! as long as i'm doing my job, wala nmn sigurong problema.

sobrang sarap kxma ng mga trainers. kahit palage silang busy, may time pa rin sila to smile at you..lam mu ung tipong gaganda talaga ung araw mu kxe ansarap sa pakiramdam..ung mga trainees nmn they're like kids playing around. ang iingay! haha..though minsan nakakapraning sila, sobrang nageenjoy aq kapag kxma q cla..

before sobrang takot ako mapagalitan, uq rin nakakarining ng bad comments from other people, pero sabi nga as you grow, mag-iiba na rin perception mu. i'm just a human being, prone sa pagkakamali pero i believe that there will always be a time na maitatama mu lahat ng bagay..mahal q trabaho q ng sobra.as in. kaya i'm doing everything not just because of money..sabi q nga its not that important, i'm doing my best because my work is my passion..kakabit na nang bituka q.. (hikab...)

bsta masaya maging ATP!!
mahirap na masarap! sh...ttt!!!

inarte ln..

after 21 years, i can say na sobrang dameng changes sa buhay q..physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually..lht ng aspects..now i know my priorities..i believe that GOD will always be there, I'm giving all to Him. mas mahal q pamilya q..money is not really important for me. auq na maging madamot. sawa na rin aqng maging blacksheep..hindi na rin aq nagmamadaling magkaboyfriend..lam q the right guy will come at the right time..true love waits ika nga..!!

i'm just so happy with my life. i'm not rich pero sobrang blessed aq..sa pamilya pln. they are so supportive.my parents are really like my bestfriends..lahat nasasabi q..kahit ung meju *** na..my sister is so supportive din..ganun din nmn aq sakanya.. mas minahal q kapatid q naun, like 3 yrs syang huminto para makatapos aq..kaya as mush as possible, gusto ko ibigay lahat sakanya..she deserves it.. my family deserves my time and love.

i love my friends so much..alam nila un. kaya ang sakit pag parang wla silang pakialam sa pwede qng maramdaman,. minsan naiinis din aq sa sarili q kxe sobra qng magmahal..pero un aq eh..anu mggwa q..but anyweiz, kanya kanya din kxe ang tao.. if you are really a true friend then accept the person for what he/she is.

ahm, nagflash back lang sakin lahat..haha..nung naging certified YOUTH FOR CHRIST aq..nainlove.lahat na ng ka-cornyhan! i just realized talent q pla magsketch..haha..ahm, dameng discoveries, realizations..dameng nasayang na ____ (f*@#%!!) haha! pero siguro ganun talaga. for now all i can say is that i'm happy with what i'm doing, i'm contented of what i have and most importantly mas minahal q na sarili q. minsan ok pala sa pakirmdm ung magalit.. these past few weeks, dameng ka-bullshitan ngyare, i asked God, na parang He's letting me carry all the burdens that i'm too tired to walk..i felt like i just wanna give up..pero sabi nga ng puso't isip q, giving up is not an option for me.. lahat kxe may tamang timing, lahat ng ngyyre may reason si GOD. just look on the positive side. hindi man maging maganda sa naun, ddting at ddting ung time na marerealize mu na, ok pla n nyare to,,atleast may natutunan aq..

people always say na napaka-fragile aq..hindi totoo un..mapagmahal ln aq..=) bsta. tpos na chapter 1-21. chapter 22 na..abangan..malay mu makilala q na si mr.right!! haha!

..it was a great event.. i enjoyed the food and the music..=) but the most unforgettable moment was when the knight shift performed!!! woohhh!! joni was so great. promise! 'm not aware that he can play drums that well..parang tambay ln kxe si joni sa totoong buhay eh.. haha! but he's really great! KUDOS!

payong kaibigan..

"walang mahirap sa taong nagsisikap."

"mahirap makipagkaibigan sa taong hindi totoo sa sarili."

"manalamin bago manghusga."

"learn to appreciate."

"read books, it'll help."

"wag maging self-centered."

"umintindi wag lang basta makinig."

"give."

"never judge a person."

"do not expect too much."

"disappointed ka, magsuicide kna lang."

"never under-estimate small people, parang buhangin yan, nakakapuwing, parang surot nangangagat!"

"keep your feet on the ground. wla kang pakpak para lumipad."

"time will heal."

"learn to accept changes."

"if its not for you, look for other opportunity."

....last but not the least..PRAY

DANCING IS MY PASSION

So you can't dance?
Not at all?
Not even one step?

How can you say
that you've taken any
trouble to live
when you won't even try to dance?

Dance is music made visible.
Dance is the world's most famous metaphor.
Dance is silent poetry.
Dance is the mother of all arts.
Dance is the hidden language of the soul.
Dancers are the athletes of God.
Nothing is more revealing than DANCING.
Dancing is dreaming with your feet.
Dance to express, not to impress.
Dance first, think later, it's the natural order.
Dance like nobody's watching.
Let the music move your body.
All it takes is to convince your mind to move your feet.
No one can arrive from being talent alone. God gives talent, work trangresses talent.
To touch, to move, to inspire. This is the true gift of DANCE.

EVERYONE can dance.
The only way to do it, is to believe in yourself and do it.

'm happy!!

today is the most awaited day of my life..cnt believe it, i checked my email last sat sa office and grabe, 35msgs!!! whow!! i'm part of the training team!! prng di p rin totoo..sobrang ang lakeng blessing! mamya, hindi ko alm ang mga mngyyre..pero super excited ln dn tlga q..!!

i'll have my shift update activity on tuesday and friday!!
so excited!

Strength or Fortitude

Your Tarot Reading drew the Strength or Fortitude card. This card shows you that you will soon take a new control over the way you handle your life. This self contol will help you bring resolve and reconciliation to your live. You will feel a new found strength inside you after this transitional phase. Optimism, and Generosity will play a important roll.

Wagi sa patigasan ng puso!

ayun to sa facebook!! ahaha!

Wagi sa patigasan ng puso! "Pag-ibig?" Mukhang wala yata yun sa bokabularyo mo. Well, nakikipag-boyfriend/girlfriend ka pa din, but you treat your romantic relationships na parang business: professional, calculated, de numero ang kilos. Nakokornihan ka sa sobrang romantic displays of affection at sa mga kadalasang abubot ng romance, in fact corny sa'yo ang mga terms of endearment like "Babes" (eew!), "Honey" (yuck!) at "creampuff" (please lang, nakakasuka na ha!) Medyo may pagka-conservative ka, stiff, and a bit self-centered. You're a no-nonsense person, and definitely hindi uubra sa'yo ang monkey business. Kung loloko-loko ang partner mo, tsugi agad sya, sisipain mo pa sya palabas ng pinto, sa korte suprema na lang sya magpaliwanag. In fact, sa sobrang wais mo pagdating sa pag-ibig, malamang tumanda kang binata/dalaga. Advice: huwag masyado maging cynical, masarap din yatang magpakatanga sa pag-ibig paminsan-minsan.

unforgettable moment..

these past few weeks were full of surprises..whoo! i was chosen as an ATP! i'm so happy that i did it..of course with the help of my friends, never-ending support and love from my family and so much blessing from GOD. i'll start working as an ATP nxt week..yes. i'm excited but somehow scared. i'm afraid of criticism, but those people who believe that i can make it, brings so much joy and inspiration to me..=) i know that GOD won't give it if its not for me..i will be given 15-45 days to showcase my skills in handling classes..i'll be in shift updates maybe starting nxt week..i'm just so blessed that someone just told me na malayo mararating ko and that i'm special..i really appreciate the fact that people trust me. GOD make things possible. i never imagined that i could go this far. well..kung hindi naman ako makapasa, still i'm blessed.

"of course you can. just believe in urself. i believe in you. malayo maaabot mu. congratss." - my TEAM CAPTAIN