what's on my mind at this very moment..?

- i love my family ssssooooo much. my mom is my bestfriend, my dad is my boyfriend and my sister, alalay! haha!

- i hate cats.. i love dogs but i dnt want them as a baby (alaga..)

- i love fries from mcdo sawsaw sa float.. chicken joy from jollibee..

- dancing is my passion..wen i was in highschool, modern dance lng..college, i joined the cheering squad and i was the flyer..(sakit sa legs) now i do hiphop..i'm planning to enroll to a dance school..want to learn gymnastics

- love sketching..may naka-appreciate nmn ng mga drawings q..one person encouraged me to pursue this special talent..

- my friends at school used to call me 'kat', sa work 'trina', sa bahay 'kalen'...but the most unforgettable term of endearment na tinawag sakin..'pangga'..missed it.

- im an avid fan of all stars..

- i love watching dance steps sa you tube..

- i love black and pink..

- cravin for manggng hilaw..

- pampanga..missed it..missed the kubo,,dameng memories...

- want to travel abroad..first destination..london..

- love to write.

- dreamed of being a vj..

- cnt sing but love songs..

- ghost of you frm my chemical romance is one of my favorite song..

- i love having my own laptop..

- planning to buy a brand new car three years from now..

- want to see ryan agoncillo personally..

- missed my college friends so much..i'll find time to visit them

- i'm thinking of having a baby..ung mahuhulog from heaven..haha!

- want to have muscles on my butt..love going to gym (si kua kxe..hndi na tuloy)

- hate high heels..

- love to collect chucks..dame din collections ko..haha!

- planning to collect 100 pairs of chucks

- love blogging..

- how to lose a guy in 10 guys, much-see movie.

- nova sawsaw sa coke..refreshing!

- want to be a secret agent..

- i'm looking for a taekwondo school..

- i used to play bahay - bahayan with my crush when i was in elem.

- i love starla and the super riders. totally spies is one of my fave..

- i was like a weird typical student when i was in high school. i dnt talk too much..

- i love math..

- i was one of the math experts.. we've won 2 silver and 3 gold medals,

- i have more than 50 medals..

- my fans keep on calling me maja salvador when dancing.haha! sarap ng feeling.

- i have 5 anak's. i'm a certified YFC member..

- founder of UNDERGROUND DANCE CREW..

- my sister is taller than me, 4 inches, kahiya!

- i had 6 boyfriends. now i'm single.

- am not pretty, but i know i'm sexy.

- i have this big mirror in my station..pra xng lucky charm. haha!

- i do collect wallets, pouches..wla ln..

- emo dw aq. i dnt think so..

- pahaba na ko ng buhok..

- pag ayoko kumaen, ayoko..

- pag-broken hearted aq, wag mu n q kausapin pls ln!

- kpg ayaw sakin ng crush q, fine. panget na sya sa paningin ko! haha!

- wla pa qng laptop pero magkakaron aq this christmas..manghihingi aq sa mga mayayaman kong kamag-anak kya maghnda sila!

- uy nag best in english aq nung high school. haha!

- nanligaw sakin ung high school teacher ko dati..haha.wapu..

- infareness, lht ng naging bf q matangkad..

- i'm getting married soon...

--------------si mama tumawag na. uwian na-----------

..i cn do it!

cnt stand the stress that i'm feeling right now when it comes to work..hndi q alm qng kya q pa..andame expectations..cnt take it.dameng compliments but i'm not sure if i really deserves it.i received a call when i was in my mood of taking in calls, it was around 6am..the call was from an IT expert (...). he was testing the system and checking on my personal info..like my id #..lht..he quoted.."u r 1 of the valuable-high prized customer service representative.." wow..wat a shot..another responsibility..i do not know if i can do it..but i really trust myself..inspiration? family and all those people that i loved..

my mom always tell me that i should love my work pra wlng stress..just do what i need to do..and after pray for the strength..there might be people who will pull me down, its part of the game..i should manage the game properly and win..pahalagahan ang tiwala ng ibang tao..gawing inspirasyon un..put GOD as the center of the spinning wheel..let Him do the work and everything will just be fine..learn to face the world with a focus mind, strong heart and healthy body..GOD will be the light..I CAN DO IT!

Dear TRINA,

i know how u feel right now.. i know that you were so stressed because of so many things.. i tried not to pump as you see him but the mind said you like him..so even though i dnt want you to get hurt, the mind insists, i need to do it..mind is not always right..so now i'm trying to endure the pain..it's not easy..hope mind will help me by forgetting him. its hard for me, i'm broken..but we need to move on..someone's waiting..this won't last i promise you..stay and pray..mind was just blinded by me..i realized you're not ready yet..mind will erase the memories..and me your heart will try not to bleed..but will never stop crying..

ang kwento ni bantay....

while i'm typing this hndi q tlga makalimutan ung ngyare samen ng mga friends ko 2 days ago..i was so embarrased..3 weeks ago, we decided to worked out..yeah right, nagpunta kme sa gym kht na maraming kontra..we met this guy, trainor sya dun. he was so kind..at first..lgeng nakaalalay, inaaus ung mga bagay bagay pra samin..ahm, mga 2 weeks kme lgeng excited..schedule namen TTHS, 12pm-2pm..

one night while we were waiting for our scheduled log in time, one of the powerpuff girls, told us na etong si kuya, nagtxt sakanya..hndi nq nag-usisa..bt for this guy n alm nia nmn n confidential ang info sa mga application form, ngwng kunin ung number at itxt, iba na db?? so stil the nxt morning, nagpunta p rin kme sa gym kht hndi nmen alm qng anu mngyayare..we acted like normal ang lht, then all of a sudden, ung mabaet na si bantay naging isang mabangis na leon na..hndi n kme kinikibo and prng hndi kme nage-exist..tuloy p rin sa work out..lakad-takbo hbng nagte-threadmill..dedma nln sa mga nangyayare..

nagpatuloy ung ganung pakikitungo ni dating bantay.. naging mailap na leon na sya..finally etong myembro ng powerpuff girls, hindi n nakatiis, kinausap sya..at ako bilang isang dakila at napakabait na kaibigan sumama..nkakasama ln ng luob kxe bumaligtad ang mundo..

mga paratang ni dating bantay:

1. naging mabait sya samin, halos lahat sinilbi nia, hndi nmn nia daw dapat ginagawa..like ung pag-seset up nia ng equipment, pagtuturo nia ng mga exercises.. (kmusta k nmn kua! responsibilidad mu un! halos wla pa nga kme isang bwan na naggym eh..)

2. hindi nmn daw nmen xa personal trainor, hindi ln daw kme ung dpt nia asikasuhin (eh bkt nung hindi kpa nagttxt sa kaibigan nmen at hindi kpa nabebengga eh lgi k nakabantay..kakaiba rin mga banat mu eh..)

3. hndi daw nmen xa nirespeto..(kme ang hndi mu nirespeto..hndi ikaw ang kawawa dito tsong..)

4. mga bastos daw kme..(wow! eto pinakamabigat sa lahat ng snabi mu..akala ko pa namn mabait ka..mabangis ka! mabangis!)

5. pwede pa rin daw kme mag-work out and they wll still help us when we need them..(no way, makita ko pa lng muka mu, nwwlan nq ng gana..)

lesson learned: wag papatol sa mga lalakeng mukang mabait..dun kna lng sa mukang mamamatay tao..

peborits..

this is my favorite meal lalu n nung nagka-ulcer aq..though muka xng champorado yummy pa rin depende rn sa timpla..love it kpg my hazelnuts..naalala q tuloy si lola..wen she was sick eto nln ung kaya niang kainin.. (paypay mata..0_o)








favorite nmen ni papa..lalu n kpg nagmu-movie marathon kme..msya pag may ka-share..nkakasawa xa kpg mag-isa mu ln kakainin..











coke float!! pampaganda ng araw..narerefresh aq ng sobra..same with the starbucks..minsan pag maaga kme ni fan tambay ln muna kme starbucks..yosi..ok na..









kht sang fastfood aq kumaen hindi pwedeng wlng fries..usually ginagawa namen ng mga friends ko, lalagay namen sa isang tray ung in-order nameng fries tpos sawsaw sa gravy, ketchup or sa sundae..

a message from a good friend..

"kembot ln friend. . . bka ndi tlga xa pra sau. . . smyl k ln.."

"gnyan tlga buhay, ok ln yn, wen ur hurt or wen sumone leaves, dnt 4get 2 pick up the lesson u've learned. sbi nga ng soundtrip q naun, sumtyms u laf, sumtyms u cry. lyf never tels us no and's or why's. but wen uv got frndz 2 wish u well, u'l find a point wen u will exhale."

hhaaayyyy.....

this would be my last blog..8:30 n. c mama txt n ng txt..knina sobrng hndi tlga maganda ung araw q..as usual nagmukmok n nmn. un lng nmn kya qng gawin pag my problma q eh..especially kpg importanteng tao ung involve. ahm, hndi q ln tlga maintindihan ung mga tao sa paligid q..hndi q alm qng manhid silang lht o aq 2ng prng bato..wlng laman isip q kundi sila, kung panu q sila mapapasaya, kung panu magiging magaan ang lht pra sknila. kht na aq nlng ung mahirapan. pro prng hindi nila naa-appreciate..aq p minsan lumalabas n msma..hindi q n alam qng san aq lulugar..siguro mas ok n mging bato nln tlga..atleast steady ln. madalas pkirmdm q pagod na pagod aq..minsan nmn prng wla qng pakiramdam.ung tipong tulala ln. ung tipong manhid n tlga..sa naun sunod ln aq sa agos, bhla n qng san aq dalhin..

mga tao sa bagong mundo q..

meet my everdearest friend, RHODA! she's sweet..nkkpag-lakad kme sa buong cubao ng magka-holding hands.. she's so passionate and prng kala mu nakatira sa fairyland..(huy! gumising ka, wla tlgang kupido!)..si RHODA and taong matalino pero ayaw mag-isip. oh, di'ba ang gulo..magulo tlga buhay ne2ng batang toh.. haha! pro super naiinspire tlga q sa mga kwento nia..buti nln mabait ung kapatid q..haha!

guys meet my cute friend, ROXANNE BAUTISTA! magulo buhay pag-ibig neto..haha..ang haba kxe ng pilik-mata..ahm, pra xang nkababatang kapatid para sakin..alagain kxe..malas ng magiging bf neto..joke! siguro xa ung tipo ng kaibigan na pwede aq makapanapak pag napaiyak..

ang supervisor qng PASAWAY, si TC MAC..
girls, meet my TEAM CAPTAIN, Marco Viviezca, may lahing..(nakalimutan ko..haha) matinik toh..ang kakaiba kay TC, kala mu sa simula mahirap kausap..ung tipong pangingilagan mu..pro he's a kid. seryoso. para xang bata..batang wla lgeng tulog..haha. approachable, ahm, ahm, ahm, (icp ng good qualities, bka mabasa nia to..) anu pb?..wla na.. wla n nga.. pra mas makilala mu 2ng taong toh, sakay ka sa taxi nia este sa kotse niang white..(bye DESPERADOS ng nga ba?? wag nmn..)

si mai ay ang batang matanong..un ln..hndi na natuloi ung business nmen kxe busy n sya sa pag-aaral..aq nmn sa pagggym..(uy, sumama kna..puro k promise..) angganda tlga ng hair mu.. wag mu iipitan ah.. kht na mamatay kna sa init ng panahon..haha. sayang..

STEPHANIE. si momy stef..haha! sa lhat siguro eto ung kaibigan q n khit pinapatay aq sa asar hndi q mgwng magalet ng tuluyan..(anu bng meron sau stef at mahal ka ng lht ng lalake..si Dave, si Ronnie) eto ung pinaka-sexy'ng taong nakilala q..kht n mrming problema nka-smile pa din..nkktakot pag nagalit pro pag-naglambing wla na..bibigay tlga tuhod mu..haha. eto ang masamang impluwensya.. si STEPHANIE LACORTE! (sana tol nuon p kita nakilala..)
JANE. ang mahal kong si JANE na lageng namumula ang cheeks. allergic sa make-up, simple pro sexy (naks!)

scary..